V fever
for the last few years, i have always celebrated valentines on my own and i never felt i was alone. probably because i have accepted the fact that i was single and that never bothered me before. sure, once or twice i thought about someone sweeping me off my feet and giving me the moon and stars. depression thogh was never there. it was just a wishful thinking. besides, i thought i was past my childish/girlish dreams…not until this year have i realized that no matter how tough i am, i am still just a girl.
i am not single anymore. i actually thought Valentines will be different this year, why not, when there was/is a man who was/is supposedly the prince charming i have been waiting for. funny to think, my valentines turned out celebrated alone still. the only difference was, last year, i didnt’ know how it felt to have someone who was not even there for you. i did not feel the loss then…now, there is this empty whole inside i never even thought was there in the first place.
i was almost fooled by the fairy tale that existed in my mind…I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER….THERE IS NO PRINCE CHARMING, JUST REALITY.
February 28th, 2009 at 6:10 am
celebrated alone!!?i can sense something’s not right…hmmmm
June 10th, 2009 at 11:52 am
Valentine’s Day has not been pleasant for the past 7 years.
I know why, I keep expecting that someone will take the lead for once and be spontanious, I learned to cope with being let down but I won’t let that keep me down…I have a guitar to find and she is vintage, knicks and dings but she handles great and sounds so incredibly pleasing. She sings a good song, how can a man be bored of being with her?
Prince charming exists….but waiting until the perfect moment to say the best three words that one can hear will never come until you decide to say them from the heart, and mean it.