sticking with the plan
so there was that time when everything was simple, not quite clear but simple.
simple enough for you to be on the safe side, for you to be cautious. i guess all those ends when you decide to throw it all in the wind and gamble your way to a more exciting yet unsure grounds hoping it’ll happen. it hasn’t still, not even now, but that doesn’t mean it won’t …it might still happen. i guess you don’t hold it in your hands but it doesn’t mean you will let someone else hold it for you, it is your life afterall… your future… your destiny. you are not where you were before and that is suppose to be a good sign, but how close are you with your plan? how close is it from happening? how long will you wait before it finally becomes reality?
June 10th, 2009 at 12:01 pm
A rose won’t blossom from the ground….of desert sand.
Every flower I know needs water and sunlight. Makes me wonder why I’m in this mess and when reality changes for the better. I know how to be happy, even when there is pain.
There is a life of broken dreams and to change reality you have to agree to act differently instead of living the fantasy role forever. No one told me how this is going to end and I won’t predict anything, just live my reality and return Love with the Hope and Dream that she is listening and willing to make that same change herself. Relationships are 50/50 afterall aren’t they?