inner peace
i want to get lost in the crowd.
i want to disappear for a while.
i want to cherish a moment of peace
where no one is watching,
where no one cares.
i want to be invisible.
i want to be free of the pressure of being seen….
of being criticized.
i just want to bump other people
and get away with it..
just for once.
i wish not to feel.
sometimes i wonder
what it would be like not to know love..
or hate..
or pain.
would i be free of the emotional turmoil
i am feeling right now?
if i get lost in the hundreds of people i stumble with everyday
would i be even immune of such irrational feelings?
is there peace in the vast ocean,
to be surrounded by a pool of water and be unreachable.
i wish to rest my mind with thoughts that kill me.
i just wish to be free of everything.
i wish to be free from people,
from my unforgiving self,
from all that makes me want to weep.
oh..how i wish….
June 10th, 2009 at 12:38 pm
Being with the one who can make all of those desires come true is real fullfillment and hapiness.
Inner Peace for me was a moment that almost broke a barrier in history and it was not reached not because of poor discipline. I wanted to Her to be there with me. Accomplishing that peace together is what counts, that is why woman was made for man. I love the truth. It makes me want to give a kiss in that special place that says thank you for all you have done for me.